Tired and still working on my assignment. So stressed out that I decided to do devotion. I am just glad he reminded me once again to lead with courage. "If someone comes to you givien you teachings that stray from the Bible, you've been charged to stand firm. Show some leadership. Resist those teachings." "Jesus wants you to be passionate about your faith and about the way you treat the way ward teachings of some. He wants you to be loving but firm." ---Jesus, I know there will be times in my life when the devil will try to sway me. He may be subtle, or he may be bold. Either way, I pray that you'll give me the wisdom and discernment to know when he tries. And help me to hold true to this promise: that I will always hold on to you, Jesus. No matter what. I will hold on. I love you too much to let go. Amen --- ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ We are going to retreat this weekend. I hope I will get to relax and enjoy some precious moments with my sisters and brothers. It's gonna be hard coz I have an assignment due on sunday evening and I am trying really hard to stay focus and finish it by tonight. I doubt that I will be able to finish it up tho. but I will still try. I am weak but I am strong through him. Also, I am not sure if I am going to the Calgary trip for the gospel camp thingly in december. The deadline is due soon. Should I stay in Van? or should I go away? Mom asked me if I wanna join my aunt to Las Vegas in December... tempted to say YES! but I possibly need to work for Canada post during Christmas. When do I get to go away? Well at least we are going to a ski trip in January for sure. I can't wait for it to happen. I wish I get to go back to HK tho. So tempted to go back to buy stuff. But the economy has crashed significantly during these few months and Cdn money doesn't worth as much as before. No special deals for the currency exchange of HK dollars. Generally, I think everything seems to be on track for now. Not so much drama in my life for awhile already. At least for 2 weeks. And these two weeks went by so quickly, which felt more like 2 months actually. My life has been too hectic and really busy, but everything seem quite normal and peaceful. I know I am not healed completely, but I am still trying to trust him through you lord. Sometimes I still feel quite weird when I am with him. Please help me lord. Anyways.... 2 more weeks to go until finals.... I can't wait for it to happen. What should I do for this christmas? Should I knit a sweater? Lastly, I also pray for Esther's surgery on Tuesday. God, we trust and believe your power and strength. No matter what happens, we know you are always here beside her. =) Thank you lord. | 
